"sux
nI dfrU dIey boqly kmInIey
mYN qF qYNnMU lwBdf nhIN qMU mYNnMU ikwQoN lwB lYnI eyN
?"
srdfrF nMU BfeI roË mnfH kr 2 Qwk igaf hY ik ieh cMgI
nhIN hY pIaf nf kro AuNË keI rfgI ZfzI suxdy hF ik kdy 2
ies df ---- kr lYNdy hn.
iehI iewk axKIlI kOm hY ijs dy gvfh ÉuÈvMq isMG
lyKk,jrinilst vI hn,jo roËfnf do moty 2 pYwg skfc dy
lYNdy hn. pMjfbI Èyr puwq vI roË Gwt qoN Gwt do moty 2
pYwg skfc dy iKwcdy hn bfd c BfvyN iPr TMzIaF byhIaF
rotIaF dy hI duafly huMdy hn.
awj sMsfr ivwc pMËfbIaF dI keI KyqrF c guwzI cVI hoeI hY
iehnF mhfn kMmF c sfiraf dI vDIaf srfb srdfr dI jF
pMËfbI dI hI mÈhUr hoeI hY. pqf nhIN awj qIk ignIË
buwk vfilaF nMU Ìoto ikAuN nhIN lwBI- jdoN BuwKf pr dfrU
nfl rwijaf hoieaf dUlf Èyr iksy sVk jF --- dy nyVy ipaf
vyKIdf hY.
asIN iewk lyKk dy ivafh cly gey, anMd kfrË qoN bfd pqf
hI hY ik kljug ikvyN CfAuNdf hY, keI qF anMd kfrË qy
jFdy hI nhIN pihlF hI KolH ky bih jFdy hn. bhuqy qF
kwpiVaF nMU dfg vI nhIN lwgx idMdy bs iltdy hI idsdy hn,
pIx qy hI Ëor idMdy hn Kfx df nhIN iKafl krdy. jy iksy
izwgy hoey nMU AuTfeIey ik cwl Kfxf iqafr hY cwl ky rotI
KfeIey qF khygf pihlF rotI Kfx jogf kr qF lE!!!!!!!! lE
kr lE gwl.
Èrfb dIaF gwlF vI inrflIaF hI
hn-AuQy Èrfb pINdy sI rwj ky, jdoN qwk idsxoN ht jfvy
qurnoN bMd ho jfvy, gwl df pqf nf lwgy, kI ikhf kI
suixaf, Kfxf awDf kwpiVaF qy qy awD pucDf aMdr, gwzI sVk
dy gwBy cldI sI, Gr jFidaF nMU Gr vflI gwuldsqf leI KVI
huMdI sI JfVU df. svyr nMU kihxgy- BfjI mYN rfq iËafdf
qF nhIN sI bol igaf.
iewk
vfr dosq imwqr pfqr, suKcYn, amrjIq gryvfl vfeIn lYx leI
iewk Tyky qy ruk ky anpVH mflk nMU puwCx lwgy ik kI qyry
kol vfeIn hYgI, Auh kihx lwgf srdfr jI hor asIN ÈbËIaF
vycdy hF, izplomYt lY lE, pItr skft lY lE, prImIam lY lE
----Auhny keI ivskIaF dy nF igx idwqy qy kihx lwgf srdfr
jI vfeIn nMU aMgryËI ivwc Èrfb kihMdy hn.
iewk idn eyQy vfeIn dI gwl cwl rhI sI qF iewk dosq myry
dUsry dosq nMU kihn lwgf Xfr asIN rfq vfeIn nIt hI pINdy
rhy Bfv ibnFH pfxI pFieaF. kr lE gwl lok vfeIn c brÌ
pfAux qoN vI guryË krdy hn Auh pqf nhI ikvyN nIt pINdy
rhy .
eyQy
dosq nMU dfrU puwCo khygf nhIN zf sfihb mYN qF svyry kMm
qy jfxf hY nfly awj kl QF 2 qy pulIs bYTI hY . jy lfiesMs
clf igaf qF muÈkl bx jfAU. AuQy kdy nFh nhIN sI suxI qy
nf hI krdy sI qy eyQy bfhr CyqI kIqy hF nhIN krdy. BfvyN
pMjfbI AuhI hn. kmfl hoeI peI hY pMjfbI dy mUMhoN nFh Auh
vI dfrU leI.
keI qF isafxy qur ky nyVy dy pwb qoN ho ky hI Gr afAuNdy
hn, socdy hn iPr ikhVf tYm Krfb krU afAux jfx qy bfkI do
moty 2 Gr af ky. muMzf zYz qoN corI qy zYz muMzy qoN corI
iKwcx lwg pYNdy hn. myrf ieMglYNz vflf Bfxjf bwgf qy Ehdf
zYz iewk hI boql coN pI ky bfd c pfxI nfl lYbl EhI bxfeI
rwKdy hn. dfrU Gtx hI nhIN idMdy boql coN. dosq imwqr Edx
hF krdy hn jdoN muÌq df zrfeIvr jfxI Gr vflI nfl ilafey
hox, (zr lwgdf hY ik Auh nf iksy idn pihlF glfs ÌV ky
bYT jfx) Aus idn iPr byiÌkrI nfl pINdy hn ikAuNik msIN
sunihrI mOkf lwBdf hY. hF swc AuQy skfc sflI idsdI vI
nhIN sI qy eyQy skfc dIaF pMËfbI kurlIaF krdy iPrdy hn
BfvyN ikÈqF ny qy ibwlF ny mwq mfrI peI hY.
keI
vfr dfrU pIx leI glfs nf hoxf qF ÈrfbI sfeIkl dI GMtI
nfl pINdy vI vyKy hn, iewk vfr qF kmfl hI ho geI jdoN
iewk dosq ny iksy srfbI nUM juwqI c pfky pINidaF vI
vyiKaf sI -sdky jfeIey ies kOm dy.
iPr iewk vfr ieQy gwl cl rhI sI iewk vrz kFgrs afÌ
poiets dI mihiÌl vyly ik asIN sozy nfl bIc qy bYT ky
pIxf psMd krdy hF, jF dUsry ny ikhf ik asIN keI vfr kok
pfky iswp krIdI hY, qy Auh kihMdf quhfzy lok - mYN ikhf
AuhnF bfry nf puwCo - kihMdy ikANu .mYN ikhf qusIN pfxI
dI gwl krdy ho- AuhnF nMU dfrU ijwQy mrËI twkr jfvy,
AuQy hI dfrU dyK ky pfxI mMUh c af jFdf hY ies leI iswDI
boql hI mUMh nUM lf lYNdy hn.
qy nfl Kfx leI koeI ickn, mwCI, slfd dI AuzIk krygf qy
sfzy Bf jI KUh qy mUlI, ipafË, jo twkry ijvyN swukf
acfr, gMnf, psUaF vflf lUx, CwlIaF, gwl kI hr iewk cIË
cwl skdI hY- ieh vI gwl mÈhUr hY sfzy pMjfbIaF dI -Auh
dfrU qy pYsy ËrUr Krc kr lYxgy pr Kfx vyly ipafË
BuËIey nfl hI sfrngy.
kihMdy hn ik dfrU rfq nMU AuzfrIaF lvf idMdI hY rfq nMU
Gr vflI nMU pI ky khygf aYNqkIN dwsIN ikhVf hfr bxvfAuxf
qy ikhVI sfVI lYxI qy koTI vI dws ikwQy pf ky dyvF qy
svyry sfry hI mihl ZwT jFdy hn.
asIN slfh krdy sF ik mhIny ivwc iewk idn ËrUr mnfieaf
jfey, pfqr ny kihxf sMgrFd qoN pihlf idn cMgf rhU. AuNË
sfzf afm qOr qy inwq hI sMgrFd qoN pihlf idn mndf hI
rihMdf sI. ÈrfbI rfq nMU iksy dI vI rok tok suxn leI
rfËI nhIN huMdf jdoN Kfs krky boql df pRbMD ho jfey qy
dosq pIx bYT jfx. asIN jdoN vI dosq imwqr pfqr, suKcYn,
amrjIq gryvfl, mYN qy kdy 2 zf nUr qy svI Èfm sMDUrI krn
bYTdy qF pfqr sfihb afpxI Gr vflI BfbI BuipMdr nMU kih
idMdy beI sfnMU rfq nMU kuJ nf khIN svyry BfvyN sfnMU kuJ
vI kih leIN. iPr pI ky zf nUr sfihb AuwcI hyk nfl imrËf
suxfAuNdy AuNË hyk ikwQoN inkldI hY, kI 2 rMg bwJdy
sn-puwCo hI nf. Auh vI idn sn jdoN pYsy kwTy kr 2 msIN
iÌroËpur vflI roz dy pul vfly Tyky qoN boql PVIdI sI.
keI vfr rMm 'c hI brÌ pf pf sfr leIdf sI grmIaf dy mhIny
vI.suKcYn khU, hF, kuJ nhIN Ìrk pYNdf. skulvMq isMG ivrk
horF dI dfVHI mUhirEN kuJ icwtI ies qrFH lwgdI huMdI sI
ijvyN dfrU pI ky dhIN nfl lvyVI hovy. pfÈ, amrjIq cMdn,
sMDU BfjI qy hrBjn vkIl horF nfl vI keI vfr pIqI hY, pr
pI ky izsks mfrks jF lYinn hI huMdf irhf jF lVfeI inwkI
2, kdy koeI ipafr dI nhIN gwl hoeI. myrf Cotf Brf BuipMdr
tFzf ( nfrvy) hux Cwz igaf hY shuiraF dy mgr lwg ky kotf
jldI pUrf krky. hux roË mwqF dIaF icwTIaF ilKdf rihMdf
hY qy swB qoN Cotf Brf blvIr tFzf (iÌlm pRizAUsr) pI 2
ky Bfr vDfeI iÌrdf hY bUtf isMG Èfd vFg. bfkI ijMnf vI
bMdf mhfn huMdf hY jF vyiKaf hY Èfm nUM hI pqf lwgdf hY,
qy EnI hI AuhdI pIqI hoeI dfrU vDIaf igxI jFdI hY. iÈv
kumfr btflvI qF bhuq hI Gwt iKwcdf sI, pI ky iswDf afpy
Gr phMuc jFdf sI, kdy nhIN sI koeI bMdf, dosq,irkÈy
vflf, kMzrtr AuhnMU Cwzx igaf, Auh qF Gr bYTy dosq nMU
Cwz dfrU pI ky pqf nhIN ikwQy 2 inkl jFdf sI. AuNË
poietrI jF gËl dfrU ibn aDUrI ilKI jFdI hY, pr keI kvI
hYgy ny jo ibnfH pIqy ilKdy hn, qFhI qF mkbUl nhIN huMdy.
myry azvfeIËr zf ey aYs atvfl, pRiswD kIt-ivigafnI, jo
zIn pIjI, qy zfierYktr vI rhy hn, dfrU dy bhuq ÈukIn
hn,Kfs kr ky dysI dfrU dy, kihMdy hn hor BfvyN AuhnF pfs
koeI pRbMD BfvyN hovy cfhy nf dfrU vflf trMk jrUr Biraf
rihMdf sI. dfrU pI ky zf ky aYs aOlÉ, vIsI, Blvfn gwlF
dI lVIH tuwtx hI nhIN idMdy- ipClI vfr isznI afey, Èfm
nMU JVHI lf gey.
hF,
swc iewk vfr asIN sfry lyKk luiDafxy gryvfl hotl 'c
mihiÌl jmf rhy sI ikAuNik amrjIq gryvfl qy zf nUr sfihb
ÌMz df pRbMD ikiqEN nf ikiqEN kr hI lYNdy hn, vDIaf bMdy
hn, dOr ÈurU ho igaf. iewk pMjfbI skflr nfl sn, ijhnMU
ajy Edx hI Dfrimk ivÈy qy PYloiÈp idwqf sI qF sulfh
mfrI qF hËUr kihx lwgy Ërf motf pYwg pfieE. qy iPr cwl
ipaf imrËf qy nËmF.
pRo: mohn isMG vI pIx dy bhuq ÈukIn sn. Èfm nMU pwKI
Jwldy 2 aDIaf pAUaf jF pUrI afp hI PV ilafAuNdy sn. Tykf
sfiraf df hI AuhI sI.pRomohn isMG horF nMU pI ky bfhr
KuwlyH afm prYÈr rIlIË krn c mËf afAuNdf sI. bfkI
jsovfl bfby dy qF hr vfrI coN dfrU dI jdoN mrËI boql lwB
lE, khU jldI 2 do do moty pYwg lfE kuVIaF icVIaF dyKx
cwlIey. pI ky Èfier spMCI jI vI Auzx lwg pYNdy hn.ajfieb
icwqrkfr qy ikRÈn adIb dI joVI Tyky dy nyVy qyVy hI
rihMdI sI. jF koeI bfhroN afieaf lyKk ikqfb CupfAux qy
rIlIË krfAux bhfny keIaf dy duwK qoV jFdf hY. ieh bhuq
vfr hoieaf hY.keI vfr qF pIx leI GVIaF gihxy vI rwKxIaF
peIaF.
EQy
mihMgI sI jF lwBdI nhIN sI qF duKI sI bfhr lwBI afky qy
rl ky pI nhIN skdy. jy iewk pINdf hY qF dUsry nMU kfr
clfAux df iPkr huMdf hY. pfqr afieaf QoVf bhuqf hI
ibËins cwilaf ikAuNik Auh keI GrF df pRfhuxf sI- gwl
nhIN bxI pr iPr vI swB XfdF qfËIaF kIqIaF.
ieh iewk aYsI cuMbk hY plF c hI pIx vfly iKzfrI kwTy kr
idMdI hY. qy pIx vflf bhfnf pIx leI Jwt hI bxf lYNdf hY.
kdy dwuK leI kdy suwK leI.
kYpamirMdr isMG nMU cfhIdf hY ik lyKkF, ÈfierF nMU dfrU
df kotf qF lf dyvy bfkI jo mrËI krI jfvy asIN nhIN
rokdy, iPr pYnÈn vI nhIN mMgdy. kI Ëor lwgdf Xfr dfrU
df kfrz bxfAuNidaF, Xfr dvfeI leI hI bxvf rhy hF, asIN
ikhVf kdy ÈrfbI hoey aF. Xfr jy koeI lyKk, Èfier pIAUgf
nhIN zIhfeIzryÈn ho jfAU qy jIAUgf ikvyN qy ilKUgf kI.
bfd c vI Krc krdy hI ho, ijAUNidaF dy hI cfa pUry kr ilaf
kro. so ieh nyk kMm kr jfE nhIN qF bfdlikaF nMU arË krnI
pAU. dfrU ny swB Awultf puwltf kr idwqf kI krIey kI
krIey.
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