ijLMdgI iewk vgdf hoieaf diraf hY- KUbsUrq AuWcIaF nIvINaF lihrF df imsLrx. ikMnI imwTI, husIn qy rMg rMgIlI dunIaf hY ieh ijLMdgI ! ijLMdgI iewk suhfvxf sPLr hY- lMmIaF vftF nUM mukfAux df qy mMjLl nUM pfAux df. ijLMdgI ijAuNeI nhIN jFdI, ijLMdgI qF mfxI jFdI hY- luqP nfl, cfa nfl qy mOjF nfl buwly luwtdy hoey. armfnF, AumMgF, KfihsLF, swDrF, supinaF aqy afsLfvF ivc iBwjI iewk PuwlF BrI cMgyr hI qF huMdI hY ieh ijLMdgI-inwq idhfVy kuJ nvF socx, kuJ nvF krn qy kuJ nvF pfAux dI qFG.ijLMdgI nF hY pRymI dI afgosL ivc bYT ky lok prlok dy Jmyly JgiVaF qo mukq ho jfx df. ijLMdgI qF TfTF mfrdI iksy jLobn mwqI muitafr df zuwlH zuwlH pYNdf hfsf huMdI hY. ijLMdgI inwG hY pRyiumkf nUM afpxy klfvy ivc lYx df. ijLMdgI mihbUb dy hoTF qy idwqy cuMmx ivcoN AuqpMn hoeI imwTI sugMD huMdI hY. ijLMdgI do sfhF dI DVkx dy ieksur hox qy inwkilaf iPjLfvF ivc rs Golx vflf iewk imwTf qrfnf huMdI hY.………… qy ijLMdgI mfxnI iksy sLfhbfjL nUM hI afAuNdI hY .

jIvn dy ivwc qfiraF nfl bfqF pfAux aqy cMd dy nfl klolF krn vfly ivakqI hI jIvn dy asIm anMd sfgr ivc cuwBIaF lfAuNdy hn. aijhy ivakqI hr pl bulMdIaF nUM Cuhx dI kfmnf krdy hn aqy ies mMqv dI pUrqI leI axQwk, byrok aqy inrMqr jqn krdy hn. AuhnF dy sLbdkosL ivc ijLMdgI dy mfany lgfqfr jUJnf aqy sMGrsL krnf hY- iksy mjLbUrI, qMgI jF qklIP krky nhIN-blik ijLMdgI dy guwJy arQF df Byd pfAuNdy hoey ies sMGrsL ivcoN anMd dI crm sImF nUM pRfpq krdy hoey jyqU rfhF df pFDI bxn leI. Auh inwq supny isrjdy hn aqy kuJ AuhnF ivcoN JV jFdy hn. prMqU Auh cVHdIaF klf ivc rihx vfly ivakqI iehnF supinaF dy tuwtx dI koeI pRvfh nhIN krdy, blik jy AuhnF df iewk supnf tuwtdf hY qF Auh do nvyN isrj lYNdy hn. aijhy ivakqIaF dy mn aMdr hOsly, KusLIaF, KyiVaF, cfvF aqy mlfrF df smuMdr TfTF mfrdf huMdf hY. ieh Auh ivakqI huMdy hn ijhnF df nfm smfj dy sLbd-kosL ivc sunihrI awKrF ivc aMikq huMdf hY.

jyqU Auh huMdf hY jo afpxI pRiqBf dI pihcfx krdf hY, ies pRiqBf nUM kusLlqf ivc bdlx leI sKq imhnq krdf hY aqy ies kusLlqf dI vrqoN afpxy AudysLF dI pUrqI leI krdf hY. sPlqf kdy vI QflI ivc pros ky nhIN imldI, blik sPlqf qF pRfpq kIqI jFdI hY. jIvn dIaF rfhF ivc Qwky tuwty qy hMBy hfry lok sPl hox df kdy supnf vI nhIN lY skdy. ieh qF isrP AuhnF lokF df hI nsIb bxdI hY ijhVy afpxy afp nUM sPlqF dIaF rfhF pRqI smrpq kr idMdy hn. ieh Auh lok huMdy hn ijnHF ivc svY pRyrnf df hV afieaf huMdf hY. ieh qkdIr dy hwQF dI kTpuqlI nhIN bxdy sgoN ieh ies ivsLvfsL df mflk huMdy hn ik qkdIr iehnF dy hwQF dI kTpuqlI hY. ieh AuWcf socdy hn aqy AuWcf bxdy hn. ieh iksy iksm dIaF bYsfKIaF dI loV nhIN smJdy. ieh hvfvF dy nfl cwlx df suBfa nhIN rwKdy blik iehnF dI soc AuWpr qF ieh isDFq BfrU huMdf hY ik guwzIaF hmysLF hvf dy ivrwuD AuwzdIaF hn. iehnF nUM pqf huMdf hY ik nIvF AuWzx vfly kdy vI sLfhbfjL nhIN huMdy. iesy leI myry sLfier imwqr zf[ crn isMG igwl iewk jgf ilKdy ny:

irsLqy qF sLbdF dy muhqfjL nhIN huMdy
jo nIvyN AuWzdy ny sLfhbfjL nhIN huMdy

quhfzy aMdr kfblIaq df hoxf hI kfPI nhIN blik kfblIaq nUM pRfpq krnf aqy vrqxf quhfzy insLfny pRfpq krn leI mhwqvpUrn huMdf hY. insLfny ieh inrDfrq krdy hn ik qusIN kI bxn jf rhy ho. insLfny quhfnUM jIvn ivc mksd pRdfn krdy hn aqy CyqI AuWTx aqy dyr nfl sOx df kfrn dwsdy hn. prMqU insLfny aijhy hoxy cfhIdy hn jo qusIN swcmuwc pRfpq krnf cfhuMdy ho, aijhy nhIN hoxy cfhIdy jo quhfnMU cMgy lwgdy hn. quhfzy AudysL quhfzIaF kdrF kImqF, suBfa aqy idsLfvF nfl myl Kfxy cfhIdy hn. keI vfr kuJ ivakqI aijhy insLfny inrDfrq kr lYNdy hn jo bhuq KUbsUrq aqy idl iKcvyN qF huMdy hn, pr ieh idl dy nyVy nhIN huMdy. ijqnf icr quhfzf idl gvfhI nhIN Brdf, qusIN koeI vI pRfpqI nhIN kr skdy aqy jykr quhfzf idl iewk vfr bolI bol dyvy qF qusIN ijwq dy mfrg qy qur pYNdy ho. qusIN ies gwl pRqI pUrI qrHF spsLt hoxy cfhIdy ho ik qusIN kI pRfpq krnf cfhuMdy ho, bjfey iesdy ik qusIN vI AuhI kuJ krI jfvoN jo hr koeI kr irhf hY.

quhfzI golI cMd vwl syD ky dfgI jfxI cfhIdI hY aqy jykr qusIN kdy KuMJ vI gey qF iksy nf iksy qfry qy avwsL phuMcI hovygI. insLfny AuWcy imQxy cfhIdy hn jo quhfnUM cuxOqI idMdy hox. jykr qusIN afpxy afp nUM afpxIaF mOjUdf sImfvF qoN awgy nhIN dyKdy qF qusIN kuJ vI pRfpq nhIN kr skdy. quhfzy insLfny quhfzy pirvfr, pqnI, bwcy aqy dosq imwqrF nfl sFJy hoxy cfhIdy hn ikAuNik ieh gwl XkInI hY ik iehnF dI pRfpqI leI quhfnUM iksy nf iksy rUp ivc dUsiraF dI shfieqf avwsL lYxI pvygI. ieh shfieqf quhfnUM qd hI imlygI jd quhfzf ieh ivsLvfsL hovygf ik jykr mYN ijwqdf hF qusIN ijwqdy ho aqy jykr qusIN ijwqdy ho qF mYN ijwqdf hF. aijhf isDFq hI quhfzy pirvfrk sMgTn nUM sMquln pRdfn krygf. ieh gwl vI Xfd rwKxXog hY ik afpxy insLfny ies qrHF nfl inrDfrq kro ik Auh iksy nf iksy rUp ivc quhfzy pirvfrk Zfcy nfl myl KFdy hox.

quhfzI rfh ivkfs vflI hoxI cfhIdI hY, bgfvq vflI nhIN. jykr quhfzI soc ikDry quhfzy sMgTn nfl myl nhIN vI KFdI qd vI quhfzI phuMc Aus sMgTn nUM nfl lY ky cwlx vflI hoxI cfhIdI hY.jdoN quhfzIaF pulFGF TIk hoxgIaF qF sMgTn afpxy afp quhfzy nfl qur pvygf. ieh gwl idmfg ivwc rwKo ik jykr quhfnUM afpxy insLfny pRfpq krn pRqI sLudfa hY qF qusIN iesnUM jLrUr pRfpq kr lvogy. ieh ho skdf hY ik hflfq quhfzy leI smwisafvF aqy rukfvtF KVIaF kr dyx. pRMqU quhfnUM diraf vflf suBfa rwKdy hoey inrMqr vihMdy hI rihxf hovygf.sPLlqf dI sVk Auwqy cldy hoey hr mIl pwQr df afnMd mfxo, ikAuNik ieh quhfzI qrwkI nUM drsfAuNdf hY. afpxIaF musLiklF aqy idwkqF nUM vI nfl dI nfl sUcI-bwD krdy jfvo qF jo qusIN Auhnf nUM dUr krn sMbMDI ivslysLx kr skoN. ieh aqI jLrUrI hY ik afpxy Auwpr pey sfry nfkfrfqmk pRBfvF nUM dUr Bjf idAu. quhfzf mn isrPL aqy isrPL afsLfvfd dy rQ ivwc hI tpUsIaF lfAuxf cfhIdf hY. ieh dyKx aqy socx df hI njLrIaf huMdf hY ik iewk ivafkqI dI ingfh gMdgI aqy gfry vwl jFdI hY aqy dUjf ivakqI qfiraF dI sMgq ivwc afnMd mfxdf hY.nf-pwKI ivcfrF nUM dbfAu nhIN blik AunHF nUM XQfrQvfdI sUcnfvF pRqI moVo.afpxy nfl hfrn vfly ivcfr suxo aqy iPr AunHF nfl vfd-ivvfd kro. inrfsLf qoN bfad kuwJ nf kuwJ afnMdmeI kro.smwisafvF bfry hF-pwKI mn nfl socx nfl vDyry hwl afAuNdy hn.isLkfr bxn qoN ienkfr kr idAu. pRiswD mno-ivigafnI silgmn dy ivcfr anusfr isLkfr bxnf quhfnUM lfcfr aqy byvs bxf idMdf hY.hfrF aqy DwikaF nUM asQfeI mMno.

inrfsLfvfdI lok nf-pwKI GtnfvF nUM afpxy aMdr vsf lYNdy hn. Auh ieh socdy hn ik ieh bhuq lMmf smF cwlxgIaF aqy Auh bfkI sB axgOilaF kr idMdy hn. AunHF df ivvhfr AunHF nUM AudfsI ivwc zob idMdf hY.Auh jIvn ivwc sB kuwJ hfr cwuikaf mMndy hn. AunHF nUM ijLMdgI dy arQ isrP mfXUsI hI lwgdy hn. dUjy pfsy afsLfvfd ieh ivsLvfs krdf hY ik hfr iewk asQfeI Dwkf hY jF iewk cuxOqI hY. afsLfvfdI lok hfr nUM afpxI ijwq df kfrn bxfAuNdy hn.afsLfvfdI ivakqI dI dunIaF rMglI huMdI hY.Aus nUM sB kuwJ hrf-Brf njLr afAuNdf hY. Auh hmysLf cVHdI klf ivwc rihMdf hY. Auh idwkqF aqy dusLvfrIaF awgy gozy tyk ky nhIN bYTdf blik AunHF nUM afpxy ivkfs df mfrg mMndf hY.AusdI soc sony vrgI huMdI hY, ijhVf kuTflI ivwc ijMnf vDyry Zldf hY AunHF hI vDyry sLuwD huMdf hY. Auh sLfhbfjL huMdf hY.Auh jy AuqFh nUM jFdf hY qF Aus nUM nIcy afAux dI vI smJ huMdI hY aqy nIcy afAux df zr jF BYa Ausdy mn ivwc nhIN huMdf.afsLfvfdI ivafkqI nUM Kqm qF kIqf jf skdf hY pr AyusnUM hrfieaf nhIN jf skdf. iewQy mYN nobl purskfr jyqU afrinst hYimMgvy dI pRiswD rcnf ‘buwZf afdmI aqy smuMdr’ df ijLkr krnf jLrUrI smJFgf. anykF qUPfn vI Aus buwZy ivakqI dy idRV nUM ihlf nhIN sky.mYN ieh vI isPfirsL krdf hF ik pfTk ies pusqk nUM jLrUr pVn.

ieh ikhf jFdf hY ik inwkIaF inwkIaF AulJxF aqy msilaF ivwc AulJx vflf ivakqI afpxI AUrjf nUM ieMnHf ivwc hI guaf lYNdf hY aqy jdoN koeI vwzf mOkf sfhmxy afAuNdf hY qF Auh aMdroN KflI hoieaf ipaf huMdf hY. iesdf Bfv ieh kdficq nhIN ik inwkIaF pRfpqIaF dI jIvn ivwc koeI aihmIaq nhIN huMdI pRMqU CotIaF CotIaF pRfpqIaF AuWpr KLusL aqy sMqusLt ho ky bih jfx vflf ivafkqI koeI bUMd jF moqI qF bx skdf hY pr sLUkdf diraf nhIN aqy jdoN suBfa aqy soc diraf vrgI bx jFdI hY qF iPr Aus leI rsqy qF afp hI bxdy ny. Xfd rwKo jugnUM nUM PV ky KLusLIaF dIaF qfrIaF lfAux vflf ivakqI sUrj nUM klfvy ivwc lYx dy inwG qoN vFJf rih jFdf hY. jo kuJ qusIN socdy ho Auh kuJ hI qusIN bxdy hoN. ijhVy lok vwzy supny lYNdy ny AuhnF leI hI Auh kuJ jIvn ivc XQfrQ bx jFdf hY. quhfzI aOkfq df quhfzy armfnF nfl iswDf sbMD hY.

qusIN ikAuN inrfsLf ivwc pey hoey ho? quhfzf mn ikhVI gwl dI AudfsI ivwc hY? aijhf kI ho igaf hY ik qusIN jIvn nUM hI arQhIx smJx lwg pey ho? ies qrHF idl ikAuN CwzI bYTy hoN? jIvn df qF afnMd hI iesy gwl ivwc hY ik musLiklF aqy aOkVF nfl iswiJaf jfvy. prbqF nUM cIr ky pRfpq kIqI sPLlqf icr-sQfeI huMdI hY. iesdI imTfs imsLrI qoN vI Auwqy huMdI hY.kI socdy pey ho? AuTo! aqy zt jfvo jIvn dIaF rfhF nfl sMGrsL dy rfh qy. mfro AuwcI AuzfrI aqy bx jfvo sLfhbfjL. iKlfr lvo afpxy pMK KuwlHIaF msq hvfvF ivc. sPlqf quhfzf ieMqjfr kr rhI hY. ijwq quhfzIaF brUhF qy qyl cox leI lfl grfrf pfeI bVIaF rIJF, nIJF aqy cfvF mlfrF nfl quhfzI rfh qwk rhI hY. pRfpqIaF quhfzy bUhy qy dsqk dyx dI kfhl ivc hn. XkIn nhIN af irhf? bfhr inwklo. dyKo hY nf sB kuJ KUbsUrq, mnmohxf qy imwTf imwTf- sLIrI vrgf, sohxI vrgf qy lYlf vrgf ! bx jfvo aijhy afsLfvfdI qy hF pwKI njLrIey dy mflk. duVfa lvo afpxI soc dy GoVy AuWcy qy hor AuWcy ikAuNik jo nIvyN AuWzdy ny Auh sLfhbfjL nhIN huMdy qy jIvn df aslI afnMd sLfhbfjL hI lYNdy ny.

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