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ienwm leI ikqwb Byjx qoN quhw rok qW
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ieh jrUrI hY ik lyKk ikiqEN ienwm imlx dI Aws r`K ky
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kIqI aus au`kq nWh ny Aj iek ivvwdk rUp AKiqAwr kr
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sB qoN pihloN sw ieh inrDwrq
krnw pvygw ik ikqwb huMdI kI cIz hY? hzwrW Cpdy AKbwr
rswly iksy vI msly hzwrW lokW kol ieko idn ivc
phuMcw skdy hn[ eI-myl jW vYbsweIt rwhIN imMtW sikMtW
ivc koeI vI sUcnw ikqy vI phuMcweI jw skdI hY[ iesdw
mqlb hY ik sUcnw dy Awdwn prdwn dy swry qyz qy
Asrdwiek swDnW dy huMidAW ikqwb isrP iksy kol kuJ kih
ky phuMcwx dw iek susq cwl qrIkw hI ho skdI hY Aqy
isrP iesy leI koeI ikqwb nhIN CwpI jWdI[
jo kuJ iksy dy kol hY ikqwb
dw rUp dyxw ivArQ qy Gwqk vI ho skdw hY[ ies leI
ikqwb isrP s`c dw SISw hI nhIN huMdI[ ikqwb iksy dw
idl prcwvy ieh vI koeI jrUrI nhIN hY[ pING dy hulwry
ijhw AnMd qy prcwvw iksy ikqwb dw ieko mksd nhIN ho
skdw[ qy ieMj qkrIbn hr auh ivDw inkwrI jw skdI hY jo
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AwKr ikqwb hY kI? myry Anuswr qW
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vWg hY ijsdy hr kqry dw supnw, smuMdr ho jwx dw huMdw
hY[ ijvyN dirAw iksy siBAqw vswaux leI nhIN
vgdy, siBAwqwvW vs jWdIAW hn[ ievyN hI ikqwbW ienwmW
leI nhIN huMdIAW, ienwm iml jWdy hn[ iksy lyKk vloN
ikqwb ArzI bxwauxw, Asl ivc lyKk dI soc dI
prp`kqw qy Sk pYdw krnw huMdw hY[ Aj qk iksy vI ienwm
ny iksy vI lyKk qy qOr qy nhIN KVHw kIqw jW
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smr`Q lyKk vI ienwm lYx$jutwaux qoN bwAd Awpxy kMm
ivc pyqlwpn lY AwauNdy hn, jd lyKk loV huMdI
ik auh Awpxy kMm ivc inKwr ilAwvy, qy AwpxI soc
qrwSy, aus imilAw ienwm ausdw is&r
v`l sPr SurU kr dyNdw hY[ keI lyKkW dI qW isrP
ienwmoN pihloN ilKI ikqwb hI rcnwqimk rih jWdI hY,
bwkI qW sB ilKx leI mzbUrI ho jWdI hY[ Ajoky pMjwbI
swihq ivc ies dIAW keI audwhrxW id`qIAW jw skdIAW hn[
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hy myry pM vIr auprokq g`lHW
qoN myrw mqlb qY koeI ienwm lYx qoN rokxw nhIN,
isrP sucyq krn qoN hY ik ikqy qyry AMdrly lyKk dw kql
nw ho jwvy[ AwpxI ikqwb hwly Awpxw sPr krn dy[
ies phuMcx dy auhnw mMizlW qy ijQy iesdI loV
mihsUs hovy[ iksy iek vI QW ies ikqwb ivclI smgrI
AwpxI pihcwx bxw lvy, ieh iek bhuq v`fw ienwm hovygw[
Aqy jo kMm krn dI mhu`bq ieh ienwm quhwfy AMdr pYdw
krygw auh koeI aupcwrk ienwm kdy vI nhIN kr skdw[
iehnW ivcwrW qy soD leI quhwfy huMgwry dI aufIk
rhygI[ (23 jnvrI 2002)