kYmlUps dIaF mwCIaF : isrjxf qoN pihloN
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rsmI imlx-iglx qoN bfad, asIN iqMny sfzy Gr dy Auprly ihwØsy ivc iek KflI pey kmry ivc jf bYTy. AuQy iek mMjf lwgf hoieaf sI qy 2-3 kursIaF vI peIaF sn. amnpfl iewk pfsy bYT igaf qy mYN srfhxy nfl Zoa lfky dUjy pfsy bYT igaf. rivMdr iek nIvIN ijhI kursI AuwØqy arfm nfl bYT igaf. 27 ku sfl df ieh nOjvfn AuNj qF bVf PurqIlf sI, pr aj ieMj lgdf sI ik kuJ lMmf hI sÌr krky afey sn. Èfied Auh kfr clfky afieaf sI.

'krIey Pyr ÌYslf?' amnpfl ƒ ÌYslf krn dI kfhl sI. 'ÌYslf qusIN krnf', myrf juafb sI. kuJ idn pihloN vI ieh donoN sjwx myry kol afey sn qy cfhuMdy sn ik trFto dy ivc iek pMjfbI mylf hovy, ijs ivwc ies vfr iek nftk Kyizaf jfvy, iek kvI drbfr hovy, bfl pRogrfm hox, iPlmI hsqIaF hox, lok-sMgIq hovy qy hr Auh afeItm hovy jo pMjfbI jIvn df ihwsf hY. pr iehnHF ƒ ieh nhIN sI smJ lg rhI ik ikMnHF ikMnHF lokF ƒ ies kMm leI swdf-pwqr idwqf jfvy.

mYN slfh idwqI ik qusIN pMjfb df tUr lfE, sfry lyKkF ƒ imlo aqy ijnHF ƒ qusIN shI smJo AunHF ƒ swdf pwqr idE. nfl dI nfl mYN kih idwqf ik myry ivcfrF anusfr kuJ aijhy nfm hn jo sB qoN vwD quhfzy anukUl hoxgy pr mYN hfly nhIN dwsFgf, pihloN qusIN sB ƒ iml lvo, ho skdf myrI rfey glq hovy. qy ieMj iehnF sunwKy nOjvfnF ny pMjfb dy keI lyKkF dy GrIN dsqk idwqI. ivcy hI ieh rmf ivwj nfl iksy sMBfvI iPlm dI ÈUitMg leI lokyÈnF dyKdy rhy. awj ieh muVky myry kol afey sn, Èfied iswØDy zlhOËI qoN.

Èugl mfqr hI asIN nfvF dIaF do prcIaF ilK leIaF, iek AuhnF dovF qy iek mYN. hYrfnI AudoN hoeI jdoN sfzy ilKy iqMny nfm imldy sn: pfqr, afqmjIq, nIloN . pr AuhnF dI prcI ivwc iek nfm vfDU sI- myrf.

tYlIÌon dI GMtI vwjI qF trFto qoN rivMdr gwl kr irhf sI. Ausny kfgË pwqr PYks krny sn. pRogrfm dI qrIK pwkI ho geI sI. hfl buwk kr idwqf igaf sI. sfƒ pfsport lY ky aMbYsI jfx leI ikhf igaf.

myry pfsport dI imafd hfly Kqm hI hoeI sI pr afqmjIq df qF sfl pihloN Kqm ho cuwkf sI. AuqoN Auh srkfrI mulfjm sI. idn bhuq QoVy sn. loVINdy kfgË pwqr lY asIN cMzIgVH dy pfsport dÌqr jf phuMcy. klrk ikwØQy pyÈ jfx dyNdy sn. AudoN afqmjIq nfl myrf jfqI qOr qy koeI ieMnHF ijafdf nyV nhIN sI ik asIN pUrI qrHF iek dUsry dy suBfa qoN jfxU hoeIey. pr ies pfsport pRikRaf ny sfƒ pihlI vfrI kwØTy rihx df mOkf idwqf qy iek dUjy dIaF loVF bfry pqf lwgf. hux mYN mihsUs krdf hF ik iksy ƒ shI jfnx leI Aus nfl rihxf ËrUrI hY. afqmjIq ny mOkf dyKky mlkVy ijhy pfsport aÌsr nfl jf mulfkfq kIqI. afqmjIq ny Aus nvyN nvyN bdl ik afey aÌsr dy sfhmxy sfzI dohF dI ies 'loV' ƒ 'smfj dI loV' bxfky ies qrHF pyÈ kIqf ik mYN afpxy Dur aMdr qk afqmjIq ƒ iek 'pRqIbwD nftkkfr' svIkfr kr bYTf. mYƒ aihsfs hoieaf ik AusdI isafxp BrI buwDI, smyN dI loV aqy mksd dI pyÈkfrI isrÌ styjI hI nhIN, Auh qF Ausdy jIvn df aMg hn.

idwlI 'pMjfb Bvn' dI afÉrI mMiËl qy cutkilaF dI mihÌl lwgI hoeI sI. BfvyN aMbYsI vfilaF sfƒ vIËy dyx leI hor kfgË mMgvfey sn aqy sfzy qy mfnisk dbfE sI. pr ÈfmIN iek nfmI aYm[pI[ dy Gr asIN iksy imwqr rfhIN mihmfn sI aqy Ausdy Poky dfvy vI hux sfzf mnorMjn kr rhy sn. asIN sON vI nhIN skdy sI ikAuNik trFto qoN iek PYks afAuxI sI qy sfƒ Auh lYx jfxf pYxf sI, svyry Pyr aMbYsI pyÈI sI. Aus smyN iek kvI, iek nftkkfr, iek bfl-gfiek qy iek Poto-icMqk vIËy dy zr ƒ cutkilaF rfhIN lukox df nftk kr rhy sn.

myry hwQ ivc iek kYmrf qy iek bYg sI. pfsport dI kfpI mYN swØjy hwQ ivwc PVI hoeI sI. myry ipwØCy afqmjIq, Ausdy ipwØCy surjIq pfqr qy Ausdy ipwØCy kmljIq nIloN trFto dy eyarport dIaF pOVIaF Auqr rhy sF. afps ivwc koeI gwl nhIN sI kr rhy, nf hI ichiraF AuwØqy koeI Kfs hfv Bfv sn. ieMmIgryÈn vfly aÌsr ny muskrf ik hYlo khI. amrIkn ieMgilÈ ivwc hI mYN jvfb idwqf. koeI Cotf ijhf suafl sI qy myrf vI Cotf ijhf juafb sI. aYNtrI dI mohr lg geI qy mYN awØgy af igaf. imMtF ivwc hI afqmjIq myry ipwØCy af igaf. pfqr qy nIloN kuJ iËafdf hI smF lf ik afey. mYƒ qy afqmjIq ƒ 6-6 mhIny dI aYNtrI sI, pr pfqr qy nIloN ƒ smF-bwD aYNtrI sI. bfhr sfzy myËbfn KVHy sn. bVy cfa ik myly gyly ho rhy sn. mYƒ lwgf awj nftk df qIjf awD ho igaf hY qy ipCly kIqy vIËf-sIn ƒ srfihaf jf irhf hY.

nvIN DrqI df cfa qy KuÈgvfr mOsm vYsy hI mn ƒ KyV dyNdf hY. iek dm hI ÈurU ho geIaF ËorF ÈorF nfl myly dIaF iqafrIaF. afqmjIq ny nftk krnf sI, Ausny iek vDIaf pRozkÈn df supnf sjfieaf hoieaf sI, pr nftk myËbfn df iliKaf hoieaf sI. sfrf nftk prfeI DrqI qy afky vsy pMjfbIaF dIaF mUl smwisafvF nfl loq poq sI. afqmjIq ny BrpUr koiÈÈ kIqI. Ausny keI nvyN dosq bxfey qy purfxy hr phuMc skx vflI hwd qk vrqy. Aus leI klfkfrF dI cox vI iek vwzf mslf sI. trFto ivwc asloN hI klfkfrF dI Gft sI jF ieEN kih lvo ik afqmjIq dy suBfa anusfr klfkfr Gwt sn. afqmjIq iek XuwD lV irhf sI. afqmjIq iek nftk krn leI nftk kr irhf sI. mYN ikAuNik iËafdf ruiJaf hoieaf nhIN sI, ies leI myry leI jo kuJ ho irhf sI Ausƒ smJx leI kfÌI smF qy sfDn sn. myry sfhmxy afqmjIq dIaF mnuwKI irÈiqaF ƒ qMdF ivwc qbdIl krn dIaF smrQfvF df aMbfr KuwlH irhf sI. prq-dr-prq iek nftk myry sfhmxy ho irhf sI.

'zf[ sfihb afE quhfƒ kuJ idKfvF' kih mYN QwØky afey afqmjIq ƒ Gr dI bysmYNt ivwc lY igaf. bysmYNt dI iek kYibn ivc (Auh kmry vrgf nhIN sI) iek bËurg mMjI qy bYTf buVbVf irhf sI. afvfË ivwc dm sI. Auh iksy ƒ dbky mfr irhf sI. ÈuwD duafby dI BfÈf ivwc Auh afpxy ipMz dy iksy bwØcy ƒ KUh dI mOx qoN pryH htf irhf sI.

jdoN vI asIN ivhly hoxf bËurg dIaF afp-muhfrIaF cÈmfeI gwlF sunx af bYTxf. keI vfrI qF asIN ivwØcoN bol pYxf jF huMgfrf Br dyxf. bËurg ny vI sfƒ juafb dy dyxf qy keI vfrI Ausdy acyq mn ny sfzI gwl aMikq nf krky hws Cwzxf jF sfƒ nlfiek grdfn dyxf.

ieh bËurg aj mËbUrI vws kYnyzf sI. swc puwØCo qF hor jf vI ikwØQy skdf sI jF rih vI ikwØQy skdf sI. iesdf sfrf koVmf qF nvIN iËMdgI dI afs ivc kYnyzf af cuwkf sI. AusdI mfnisk qy srIrk hflq ivwc afpsI myl jol nhIN sI irhf. pr sfrI Aumr dI ibqfeI iËMdgI hfly Ausdy acyq mn ivwc Xfd sI. Auh ikwØQy hY qy ikEN hY, ies df Ausƒ iblkul pqf nhIN sI. asIN kOx hF, Ausƒ sux rhy hF jF nhIN, Ausdy kfrj Kyqr qoN bfhr dI gwl ho cuwkI sI qy ieho ijhy mOky Ausdy idmfg ivwc aqIq df hoieaf iPlmFkx hI AusdI kuwl pUMjI sI.

iËMdgI ivwc ieh nftk iksy ƒ vI Kyzxf pY skdf hY, vrgI soc ny mYƒ Audfs kIqf sI qy awj vI Audfs kr dyNdI hY. jdoN mnuwK dy afpxy vws kuJ nhIN huMdf qF isrP jIvy jIvn df swc hI Ëubfn bxdf hY. ho skdf hY qusIN ieho ijhy mOky afpxy sfrI iËMdgI rwØKy hoey Ehly vI bol dyvo qy ieMj pirvfrF ivwc iek qUPfn KVHf ho skdf hY. iesy zr ny hmyÈf mYƒ JUT bolx qoN vrijaf hY qy iËMdgI ƒ vwD qoN vwD suwcqf nfl ijAUx leI pRyiraf hY. kI pqf mYN jF qusI vI ies hflq ivwc kdy phuMc jfeIey.

Pon qy Pon vwjI jf irhf sI. keI lok vDfeI dyx phuMcy hoey sn. mUz bVf hI Auwcf sI. pRogrfm AumId qoN vwD sPl sI. asloN nvyN klfkfrF ny klf dIaF isÉrF CUhIaF sn. pr hux kI krIey? myrf idmfg afdqn hmyÈf GuMmx bfry hI socdf hY. ies leI myËbfn nfl gwlbfq kIqI sfQIaF ƒ smJfieaf, Dmkfieaf qy llcfieaf qy jnrl motrË dI nvIN vYn Kfx pIx dy smfn nfl lwd ik qur pey 6000 iklomItr dy sÌr qy vYnkUvr vwl ƒ. phfV, drKqF, JIlF ƒ nusrq Piqh alI dy gIqF nfl cIrdy, iewk dUjy ƒ guwJIaF huwJF mfrdy, PotogRfPI leI QF-kuwQF brykF mfrdy, guwØsy rfjI huMdy, kYnyzf dy sfry ÈihrF ivwcIN vwK vwK sBfvF ivwc lyKkF-alyKkF ƒ imldy, guwt-bMdIaF df iÈkfr huMdy, AunINdry kwtdy jdoN asIN suirMdr DMjl dy Èihr kYmlUps phuMcy qF, pfqr dIaF sB kivqfvF, afqmjIq dy BfÈn, kmljIq nIloN dy gIq, qy myrIaF PotoaF dy kYpÈn iek dUjy ƒ pUrI qrHF rt cuwØky sn. kYmlUps iewk Cotf ijhf pr sohxf Èihr hY. iewØQy mYN pihlF 1990 ivwc sfDU ibinMg, suKvMq huMdl, zf[ rGbIr isrjxf qy amnpfl sfrf nfl afieaf sI. ies vfr vI myry PotogRfPI dy ÈONk krky DMjl sfƒ rfq ƒ iek phfVI qy lY igaf ijQoN sfrf Èihr idsdf sI. mYƒ rfq dI PotogRfPI dy hvfly kr Ausny loVvMdF nfl prI rfxI ƒ glfsF ivwc kYd kr sFJ puafeI. Aus phfV qy KVH ky mYN afpxy swØjy pfsy vwl kuJ Bfl irhf sI. ieDroN diraf afAuNdf hY. myry puwCx qy DMjl mMinaf ik kwlH ËrUr cwlFgy ijwØQy mwCIaF afqm hwiqafvF krdIaF hn. dUsry idn ies sohxy Èihr dI rUp ryKf aqy myËbfn dI mihmfn invfËI ny Èfm ijhI kr idwqI. myry aMdr afqmhwiqafvF kr rhIaF mwCIaF dIaF PotoaF iKwcx dI iKwc sI. pr mYƒ lwg irhf sI ik ieh nftkkfr, kvI qy gfiek myrf aj df mOkf aDUrf rihx dyxgy. myrI QoVHI iKwc aqy iËwd ny afKr Èfm ƒ sfƒ Aus pfrk qy phuMcf idwqf ijwØQy ieh sB kuJ ho irhf sI. mYN pihloN vI afieaf hox krky Gwt hYrfn sF pr ieh iqMnoN bhuq hYrfn sn. kmljIq qF ies QF qoN vfps jfx leI kfhlf pY irhf sI.

afqmjIq ny DMjl ƒ Zyr sfry svfl puwØCy, Auh bhuq hI guh nfl dyK qy mihsUs kr irhf sI. Ausdy aMdr afpy hI jIvn df aMq kr lYx dI pRikRaf ƒ nf smJx df XuwD cwl irhf sI. Auh icMqq mihsUs ho irhf sI. mYƒ pihlI vfrI mihsUs hoieaf ik kTor zfielfg boldy nftkkfr kTor idl nhIN huMdy Auh iek afm iensfn vFg komlqf dy puVF ivwc pIsy vI jf skdy hn. mYN doÈI mihsUs kr irhf sF ik aYny awØCy tUr qoN bfad ieho ijhI inrfÈf vflI jgHf nhIN sI afAuxf cfhIdf. mYƒ iksy df idl duKfAux df aihsfs ho irhf sI qy afqmjIq vwl jd mYN vyK irhf sI qF Auh mYƒ iblkul nftkkfr nhIN sI lg irhf. Auh iblkul nftk nhIN sI kr irhf. Auh qF kudrq dy aslI nftk df aslI pfqr lgdf sI.

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