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sRI mqI blbIr kOr sMGyVf pMjfbI sfihq aMdr iewk nfmvr hsqfÉr hY ijs ny hux qwk do nfvl, 'hwk dI mMg' qy 'iewk Éq nF swjxF dy', pMjfbI sfihq leI BoNt kIqy hn. ijwQy Auh cMgI ibrqFqk khfxI nUM nfvlI rUp dyx ivwc afpxI Xogqf iswD kr cuwky hn, AuQy AunHF ny do khfxI pusqkF vI rcIaF hn. ijnHF ivwc 'afpxy hI Ehly' aqy huxy huxy pRkfÈq hoeI pusqk 'KMBy' vrnx-Xog hn. AunHF ny 'pRCfeINaF dy Ehly - prkrmF' vfriqk rcnf rfhIN afpxy vfriqk kfr hox df vI sbUq idwqf hY aqy AunHF df iewk hor nfvl, 'bfJ ipafry swjxF' vI CpfeI aDIn hY. ies qoN ielfvf pwqrkfrI nflL AunHF df bVf nyVlf sbMD irhf hY aqy ipwCly awT-nON sflF qoN sfihqk mYÊËIn 'afr-pfr' nUM vI AunHF ny bVI kfmXfbI nflL clfieaf hY. blbIr sMGyVf sMpfdkI not qF ilKdI hI rhI pr afpxy ivwclI kivqwrI nUM vI AunHF ny kdI iqlFjlI nhIN idwqI. pr awj AunHF dy ijs rUp nUM asIN ivcfrFgy Auh hY AunHF df iewk khfxIkfr hoxf ijs df aDfr AunHF dI nv pRkfiÈq pusqk 'KMBy' hY.

pusqk 'KMBy' aMdr jo blbIr sMGyVf jI ny iewk kQf sMsfr Ausfiraf hY Auh koeI alOikk nhIN hY blik Auh hI kQf khfxIaF hn jo sfzy inqf pRqI dy jIvn ivwc afm vfprdIaF hn. ienHF khfxIaF dy pfqr hwz-mfs dy puqly afm jIvn nflL sbMiDq sfzy afpxy ivwcoN hI hn. BfvyNN blbIr kOr sMGyVf ny ienHF dI qulnf sVkF dy iknfry Kloqy AunHF KMiBaF nflL kIqI hY jo afpxy pYr ËmIn ivwc gwzI, mOsmF df kihr hMZfAuNdy hoey, rfhy jFdy rfhIaF nUM rOÈnI idMdy hn. bws ienHF khfxIaF dy pfqr vI kuwJ eys qrHF dy hn. keI lok afpxy siBafcfr dI ËmIn hyToN BfvyN isAuNk hI Kf geI hovy, pr ieh ieQoN eyDr-AuDr nhIN ho skdy. ieh AunHF dI mËbUrI hY. ieh afpxI mËbUrI anusfr hr iksy nUM rsqf idKfAux dI koiÈÈ krdy hn pr ienHF df duKFq ieh hY ik jIvn dIaF rfhF qy qurn vfly rfhI ienHF kol Klo ky ienHF df duwK drd nhIN suxdy. afpxI iekwlqf ienHF nUM Kf rhI hY. iewk drd hY jo AuTdf hY. iesy drd ivwcoN khfxIkfrf df kQf sMsfr jnmdf hY.

jMg khfxI dI muwK pfqr 'inwkI' jdoN afpxy hI imwqr muMzy dy JFsy ivwc af ky jbr-ijnfh df iÈkfr ho jFdI hY qF AusdI mF mihMdr kOr afpxI Aulfd nUM koeI rOÈnI dyX dI bjfey afpxy pYrF nUM hor vI sMskfrF dI ËmIn ivwc gwz lYNdI hY. Auh kfilaF dI kimAuintI nUM Ausy qrHF nIvF smJdI hY ijs qrHF XUnIvristI ivwc gory AusdI DI nUM smJdy hn. hflFik kYrn koeI mfVI kuVI nhIN hY. ieh iewk aijhI khfxI hY jo sfzIaF knyzf ivwc pVH rhIaF kuVIaF nUM aqy AunHF dy mfipaF nUM keI pwKF qoN jfgrUk krdI hY. ies khfxI dIaF bhuq sfrIaF mnoivigafnk prqF hn ijnHF dI Qfh pfAux leI lyiKkf pfTk nUM AuNgl lf ky nflL qordI hY. inwkI dI tIcr ÈYrn jo ik iesy duKFq df iÈkfr hY, inwkI leI cfnx dyx vfly 'KMBy' vjoN pyÈ huMdI hY qy srvx isMG vI kdy afpxIaF jVHF qy, kdy rOÈnI qy mfx krdf hoieaf afpxI DI nUM jIvn dy nvyN rfh drsfAux ivwc shfeI huMdf hY. pr jy mnoivigafnk qOr qy dyKIey qF rvI iewk cMgf muMzf hY jo ik blfqkfrI bxn qoN bfad iewk guMzy dy rUp ivwc AuBrdf hY. ieh Ausdf ikrdfr nhIN hY. ijs mhOl ivwc Auh pRPuwlq ho rhy hn, jo kuwJ AunHF dy afs-pfs vfpr irhf hY jF ijhVIaF KuwlF pRfpq nf krn qy AunHF nUM Aujwz, zMgr aqy aswiBak hox dy lybl lfey jFdy hn. pr jdoN Auh ieh KuwlH pRfpq kr lYNdy hn qF kI cVHdI Aumr ivwc ijwQy ipafr dI Kuwl qy blfqkfr ivwc sUeI dy nwky ijMnf Ìrk hY, kI aijhy pfqr afpxy afp nUM mnoivigafnk qOr qy sfbq rwK skdy hn? jdoN aijhf kudrqI ivvhfr, ÊYr-kudrqI huMdf hoieaf Ausdy jIvn dy sfry pwK rol ky Aus nUM blfqkfrI iswD kr idMdf hY qF jo rvI vrgy pfqr dy mn 'c qnfa Aupjdf hY, Auh ies khfxI df ihwsf nhIN bx sikaf. ies qrHF keI vfrI ienHF khfxIaF dy pfqr cpty rih jFdy hn.

"KMBy" khfxI jo ies pusqk dI pRqIinwD khfxI hY iek aijhy pfqr dI khfxI hY jo kYnyzf ivwc bYTI hY. pr jdoN ierfk df KfVI XuwD huMdf hY, Aus dysL qy bMb izwg rhy hn, qF Ausdf mn byhwd zfvFzol ho jFdf hY. Auh tYlIvIXx awgy bYTI afpxy bwicaF dI iÌkr krdI hY. AunHF nUM imlxf locdI hY. pr dUjy pfsy byby rqnI hY ijs dy sfry bwcy knyzf ivwc hn qy Aus nUM imlx df qy AuhdI gwl suxn df iksy kol smF nhIN hY. Aus Auqy hoey mnoivigafnk aqy swiBafcfrk hmilaF ny Aus nUM ijvyN inrijMd kr idwqf hovy. Auh qF afpxy ÈYltr numf Gr ivwc dubk ky vI nhIN bYT skdI. bYTygI qF rotI ikwQoN KfvygI. ieh ies df duKFq hY. Auh jIvn dy moV qy KMBy vFgU KVI hY. ijsdy pfqr nUM lÍoiKkf ny QoVy ÈbdF ivwc bVI sÌlqf nflL Ausfiraf hY.

ies pusqk ivwc lyiKkf ny vwKo-vwKrIaF mnosiQqIaF nUM iciqRaf hY. aOrq iewk aijhI avsQf ivwcoN vI guËrdI hY jdoN AusnUM dUsry drjy df sMqfp Bugqxf pYNdf hY. mrd vkqI qOr qy Aus nflL snyh qMdF joV lYNdf hY ijs nUM aOrq iËMdgI dy atuwt irÈqy smJ bYTdI hY. pr mrd leI keI vfr ieh kwcIaF qMdF hI sfbq huMdIaF hn. Êlq drvfËf ivclI gurjoq iesy siQqI df iÈkfr hY. jdoN AusdI shylI ÈIql df pqI iekwTy kMm krdy hox kfrn Aus dy nyVy ho jFdf hY aqy sfrIaF sFJF joV lYNdf hY. prMqU jdoN AusdI pqnI ÈIql knyzf afx phuMcdI hY qF gurjoq iewk vfDU ÈYa bxky rih jFdI hY, ijsnUM iewk pfsy iswt idwqf jFdf hY. gurjoq ijwQy ÈIql dy sfhmxy afpxy afp nUM doÈI smJ rhI hY AuQy jsdIp dy dUhry ikrdfr kfrn Aus qoN vI Aus df ivÈvfÈ AuT jFdf hY. jdoN Auh aijhy irÈqy nUM dobfrf joVn dI koiÈÈ krdf hY qF gurjoq hmyÈF leI bUhy ByV idMdI hY qF ik iqkony irÈqy 'coN jnimaf ieh Êlq drvfËf bMd ho sky. ies khfxI ivwc PlYÈ bYk ivDI bVy KUbsUrq qrIky nflL vriqaf igaf hY.

'KMBy' pusqk dIaF ienHF khfxIaF dy pfqr ijwQy iewk aËfdI loVdy hn AuQy Auh irÈiqaF df inwG mfnxf vI cfhuMdy hn. pr jdoN ieh irÈqy mfnisk pIV df kfrn bxdy hn qF mnuwKI mn aMdr iewk Klfa pYdf huMdf hY. sfzy Dfrimk grMQF ivwc vI eyho iswiKaf hY ik mn dy itkfa leI Pyr aijhy irÈiqaF qoN mukqI hI ËrUrI hY. mukqI khfxI dI mF afpxI bytI dy bygfny swiBafcfr ivwc guafc jfx dI pIV nUM sihMdI hY. Ausdf pqI sqbIr, puwqr aqy nUMh ruipMdr AusdI pIV nUM nhIN smJ skdy. ies aOrq dy mn df boJ AudoN hI lihMdf hY jdoN Auh irÈiqaF dy moh jfl qoN mukqI pRfpq kr lYNdI hY. pwCmI swiBafcfr ivwc af ky eynf vwzf kdm cuwkxf iewk bhuq vwzI gwl hY. ivÈy vsqU pwKoN ieh iewk bhuq awgÍo dI khfxI hY ijs nUM lyiKkf dI pRfpqI afiKaf jf skdf hY.

ies pusqk dI iewk hor bhuq hI invyklI khfxI hY ijs dy pfqr nUM eynI pRbInqf nflL icqiraf igaf hY ik ieh pfqr virHaF bwDI pfTkF dy idlF Aupr Aukiraf rhygf. ieh pfqr hY "irÈqy" khfxI df 'gurmyl isMG.'

gurmyl isMG iewk aijhf pfqr hY ijs nUM AusdI skI mF, jo nUMh qoN afpxI syvf krfAux leI iswDV grdfndI hY. afpxI aOrq dIaF nËrF ivwc vI Auh isrÌ pYsy kmfAux vflI mÈIn hI hY. Ausdy aMdr mr rhI afpxI hoNd jvfrBftf ilafAuNdI hY pr mnuwKI mn dIaF Bfvuk CwlF pwQr hoey ihridaF nflL tkrf ky vfps prq afAuNdIaF hn. hr bMdf afpo afpxy lflc ivwc gRisaf afpixaF nUM hI Kf irhf hY. ies KpqkfrI Xwug ivwc irÈiqaF dy koeI mfany nhIN, BfvyN koeI mF hovy qy BfvyN pqnI qy BfvyN ruipMdr qy mnjIq vrgIaF DIaF. jdoN gurmIq kOr iewklI rih jFdI hY qF khfxI klfqmk iÈÉrF nUM CoNhdI hY. pfTk nUM lgdf hY ik hux iesdf prMprk aMq hovygf. pr lyiKkf gurmyl isMG nUM AuQoN qor ky ies df prMprk aMq qoN bcf ky nvIN lIh qordI hY aqy vfh-vfh KwtdI hY.

keI lokF df ivcfr hovygf ik blbIr sMGyVf Èfied bfkI aOrq lyKkfvF vFg aOrqF dI hI khfxIkfr hY. pr Ausny aOrq aqy mrd dohF dy mnoivigafn nUM afpxIaF khfxIaF dy ihWsy ilaFdf hY. ies khfxI sMgRih ivwc ijwQy rItf dy GroN Bwj jfx qÍo rfbrt dy mn dI siQqI nUM rItf dI soc ivwcoN hI pRgt krky iewk nvF qËurbf kIqf igaf hY, AuQy rItf dy ivakqIqwv nUM vI bdl rhIaF mnosiQqIaF anusfr iewk afDuink aOrq vwjoN pyÈ kIqf igaf hY jo afpxy mn dI qswlI leI BfvyN afpxf mrd Cwz ky stIv nflL dOV jFdI hY pr AusdI aslIaq df BFzf tuwt jfx qy AusnUM afpxy afp qÍo Èrm afAuNdI hY aqy Auh iewk ivkfAU aOrq bxky jIx nflLoN afpxy pihly pqI dy Gr jf ky vsx nUM hI qrËIh idMdI hY.

"bMd kmrf" iewk aijhy mrd dI khfxI hY jo hmysLfL aOrq nUM GUrdf, kutdf, nIvF idKfAuNdf aqy sLrfbI ho ky Ausdy aMdrly koml jËibaF nUM kql krdf rihMdf hY. ieh aOrq sihMdI rihMdI hY ik Ausdf pqI guridafl kdy vI ies mn rUpI kmry ivwc Jfkx dI koiÈÈ nhIN krdf qy iewk idn ieh kmrf vkq dI sMGxI DUV hyT hmyÈF leI bMd ho jFdf hY. qy Pyr ieho guridafl nUM jfpdf hY ik ijvyN Auh iksy kmry aMdr bMd hovy ijwQy Ausdf dm Guwt irhf hovy.

sfzy smfj aMdr kuwJ aijhy mrd vI hn ijnHF dy aMdrlI awg kdI pqnI nUM sfVdI hY, kdI smfj nUM. qy khfxI "awg"ivwc ies mrd dI afpxI hI nMnI DI ies awg dI lpyt ivwc af jFdI hY. skUl 'c pVHdI ieh bwcI afpxy ipqf dI hvs df iÈkfr hoeI. ikho ijhI pIV ivwcoN Auh lMG rhI hY. smfj dy ies awq koJÍo pwK nUM vI lÍoiKkf ny ibafinaf hY. ies mrd dI aOrq jo nÌrq dI awg ivwc lt-lt bldI bYNk tYlr kol jf ky Aus nUM aijhy swp numf bMdy qoN bc ky rihx leI afKdI hY qF jfpdf hY ijvyN aOrq Kud lt-lt bl ky sfrf kuwJ suafh kr dyvygI.

ËrUrI nhIN ik hr jgfH mfpy hI doÈI hox. keI vfrI sfzIaF eynHF mulkF ivwc jMmIaF DIaF vI eynF awgy lMG jFdIaF hn ik mfipaF leI swp dy mUMh ivwc kohV ikrlI vflI siQqI pYdf ho jFdI hY. 'qUM mÍorI sËf [[[ mYN qyrI sËf' khfxI ivclI ryÈmF afpxI mF surjIq kOr leI aijhI siQqI hI pYdf kr idMdI hY. doÈ iekwlI ryÈmF df nhIN. Auh ijnHF skUlF ivwc pVHdI hY qy Ausdy afly duafly df vfqfvrn Aus nUM aKOqI swiBafcfr dIaF pMzF cuwk ky qurn ivwc aiq muÈkl pYdf kr idMdf hY qy iewk idn Auh, ieh idKfvy dIaF pMzF afpxy isr qoN Auqfr suwtdI hY. CotI-CotI bgfvq iek vwzI bgfvq ivwc bdl jFdI hY.

blbIr sMGyVf dIaF khfxIaF ivwc ieh bÊfvq isrÌ eyQoNN dIaF jMmpl kuVIaF hI nhIN krdIaF. sgoN Auh aOrqF vI krdIaF hn jo swiBafcfr df KoKlfpn hMZfAuNdIaF, mfnisk qÈwdd JldIaF, aqy aiq drjy dI iglfnI JwldIaF hn. ienHF ivwc axÉ df iewk awD kx vI huMdf hY Auh afpxI hoNd brkrfr rwKx dy leI jUJdIaF hn. Èfno iewk aijhI hI aOrq hY ijsdy pqI dy GroN cly jfx dI hflq ivwc Ausdy sky sbMDI AusnUM lfvfrs dfl-sbËI hI smJdy hn. mrd dy ienHF ËulmF df iÈkfr hoeI mfnisk pIV JwldI hoeI, ieh aOrq koeI mfnisk sFJ loVdI hY. jdoN ieh sFJ zfktr hÌIË ivwcoN AusnUM nËr pYNdI hY qF Auh Jwt Èfno qoN ÈmIm bxn nUM iqafr ho jFdI hY. ieh ClFg Ausdy JUTy aqy dMBI sMsfr qoN bÊfvq hY.

ies pusqk dI khfxI 'igrJF' afpxy afp ivwc iewk bhuq vwzI pRfpqI hY.

'mOq qoN pihlF' khfxI ivwc ÈfmlI df ikrdfr mfVf huMidaF hoieaF vI hmdrdI btordf hY jo ik iewk nMgf swc hY. sony vrgI aslIaq. kfm BuwK 'c gRsI ieh aOrq vI mnoN pivwqr hY. rmU vrgf ivakqI hI Ausdy mn dIaF ieh pRqF smJ skdf hY. AusdI ieh Kuwl hI Aus leI srfp bx jFdI hY jdoN ik ÈfmlI df mrd rmU Aus nUM iksy vI vrijq sbMD rwKx leI nhIN vrjdf qF Auh qrsdI hY ik Ausdf mrd Aus nUM roky, kuwty, mfry qy Auh vI ieh kih sky ik mYnUM vI koeI mrd hY rokx vflf. mOq dy ibsqr 'c peI ieh aOrq ijs qrHF dy Auqrfa cVfa 'coN lMG rhI hY qy ijs qrHF pfqr jIqI Aus nUM pyÈ kr rhI hY, ieh ÈfmlI dy ikrdfr dI iewk ivlwKx pCfx pYdf krdI hY.

ienHF ikrdfrF dI mn-avwsQf keI vfrI lyiKkf iewk sqr ivwc pfTk dy idl ivwc Auqfr idMdI hY. jdoN Auh khfxI 'buwq bdn' ivwc ilKdI hY, "myry pYr kfrpYt df isr imwDdy qury iPrdy sn." keI vfrI ies qrHF dI gwl khfxIaF dy isrlyKF ivwcoN vI spÈt ho jFdI hY. 'nrvs bryk zfAUn' jo ik aijhI lVkI dIpI dI khfxI hY ijs bfry Ausdy ipqf nUM rfeI ijMnf ipaf Èwk AusdI sfrI iËMdgI ivwc musIbqF dy phfV KVy kr idMdf hY. Ausdf ipqf AusnUM Bfrq qoN mMgfey aijhy muMzy nflL ivafh idMdf hY jo pCVy iKaflF df hY. jo Ausdy Kfx pihnx, clx-iPrn ivwc nuks kwZx vflf bljIq afp sfry Êlq kMm kr skdf hY pr aOrq nUM rqf ijMnI aËfdI dyx dy vI hwk ivwc nhIN. Ausdy afpxy sbMD Auriml nF dI aOrq nflL juV jFdy hn qF vI TIk hY. pr jdoN AusdI pqnI afpxy hI gfrzn ivwc byhoÈ ho ky izwg pYNdI hY qF koeI hmdrd guaFZI gorf AusnUM cuwk ky aMdr Cwz idMdf hY qF AusnUM dIpI kol bYTf dyK ky bljIq qUÌfn KVf kr idMdf hY qy afKr ieho siQqI Ausdy nrvs bryk zfAun df kfrn bx jFdI hY. qy dIpI df ipqf vI sfrI Aumr afpxI DI bfry AupjI Èwk dI icMgfVI nUM buJf nf sikaf.

ies qrHF ies pusqk dy sfry hI pfqr afpxI hoNd bcfAux leI sMGrÈ krdy jfpdy hn. pRIqI vrgIaF kuVIaF BfvyN vwzIaF vI ho jfx pr jy AunHF nUM pqf lwg jfvy ik puwqr dI AuzIk ivwc Gr ivwc axcfhIaF DIaF hI pYdf ho geIaF hn qF sfrI Aumr AunHF dI hoNd ikrdI rihMdI hY. keI vfrI qF sfzf smfj kuVIaF nUM grB ivwc mfr ky keI kqlF ipwCoN puwqr dI dfq pRfpq krky Ausy gurbfxI awgy jf ky mnuwK hox df dMB krdf hY ijs gurbfxI ny Ausdy kukrmF kfrn AusnUM pÈU df drjf idwqf huMdf hY. BfvyN Auh ikMny vI mKOty pihn lvy qy iewk nf iewk idn ieh mKOty Auqr hI jFdy hn. ienHF khfxIaF ivwc ies pRkfr dy anykF mKOty Auqfry gey hn.

ienHF khfxIaF dI ÈYlI aqy bolI bVI suBfivk hY. pr keI vfrI kuwJ Èbd rVkdy vI hn. mYnUM jo Èbd sB qoN vwD rVkdf hY Auh hY Èbd 'Bfsdf hY' vrqxF. ijs dI jgHf ikqy 'lgdf hY', ikqy 'jfpdf hY' jF mihsUs huMdf hY, afid vriqaf jf skdf sI. keI vfr KyqrI bol-cfl dI BfÈf vI vrqI geI hY. pr ieh koeI bhuqy vwzy aOgx nhIN. ies pusqk ivwc Èbd joVF df iDafn rwiKaf igaf hY. BfÈf vI AukfAU jF Epry iksm dI nhIN hY.

afpxI pusqk 'KMBy' ivwc blbIr sMGyVf jI ny pfqrF df iewk aijhf kQf sMsfr Ausfiraf hY ijs ivwc jIvn dIaF vwKo-vwK prqF aqy DrfqlF nflL juVy ieh lok jIvn dy rMg mMc qy afpxf ikrdfr inBfAuNdy hn. ieh pfqr ikqy lyiKkf dIaF kTpuqlIaF nhIN bxdy. ienHF df iewk afpxf mnoivigafn hY. pfqrF dy ies sMsfr nUM isrjx vflI lyiKkf blbIr kOr sMGyVf vDfeI dI hwkdfr hY. pMjfbI dI ieh smrwQ khfxIkfr afAux vfly smyN ivwc hor vI aijhIaF khfxIaF ilKdI rhygI jo kdy nf kdy kfxI awK nflL alocnf krn vfilaF dy nËrIN ËrUr cVHngIaF. ikAuNik cMgf sfihq alock nhIN bxfAuNdy aqy nf cMgf sfihq pYdf kIqf jFdf hY. cMgf sfihq suBfvk hI jnmdf hY qy afpxI pCfx afp bxdf hY.

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