jnm idn df qohPLf

zf: guridafl isMG rfey

ieh jnm idn mMnfAux dI rIq vI BlI hY. ies bfr myry jnm idn dy mOky Auqy sfzI bytI ny qohPLy vjoN iek “skrol” (Scroll) Bfv gol vlyHtI hoeI ilKq idwqI. ies ilKq nUM sMBfl ky vI rwiKaf jf skdf sI aqy kMD Auqy ltkfieaf vI. skrol df isrlyK sI: PuwtpirMt (PUUQTVxÖQ) ho skdf hY ik iksy hor ny vI aijhI koeI skrol pihlF dyKI hovy. vlHytvyN suMdr moty kfgjL Auqy, vIh vfkF ivc idwqI sfrI kQf pVH ky, lyKk ny anuBv kIqf ik AusdI icMqf krn vfly suBf nUM muwK rwKky hI AusdI DI rfxI ny AusnUM ieh qohPLf idwqf. inscY hI ieh qohPLf bhuq hI sMBfl ky rwKx vflf hY. pVHn vflf hY, ivcfrn vflf hY aqy hr smyN cyqy ivc rwKx vflf hY. skrol dy vIh vfkF df sfrFsL kuJ aijhf sI:

iewk rfqIN, iewk bMdy nUM supnf afieaf. Ausny supny ivc vyiKaf ik Auh smuMdr dy kMZy kUlI kUlI aqy igwlI ryq Auqy quiraf jf irhf hY. Auh iekwlf nhIN hY, Ausdy nfl hI lOrz (rwb) vI quiraf jf irhf hY. AusnUM Blf lwigaf. Ausny afsmfn vwl njLr GuMmfeI. Aus vyiKaf ik nIly afkfsL Auqy Aus dy jIvn-sPLr dy sfry hI njLfry, prdy Auqy cwl rhI iksy iPLlm dy njLfiraF vFg hI, sfiKafq AusdIaF njLrF sfhmxy cwl rhy hn. hr iewk njLfry ivc Ausny pfieaf ik smuMdr dI igwlI ryq Auqy do joVf pYrF dy insLfn hn: iewk joVf Ausdy pYrF dy insfn aqy dUjy Ausdy nfl nfl qury jFdy rwb dy.

aqy iPr----

jdoN AusdIaF awKF sfhmxy iewk hor njLfrf afieaf qF Auh bhuq hYrfn hoieaf. Ausny ryq vlF qwikaf qF ryq Auqy kyvl iewk joVf pYrF dy hI insLfn sn. Ausny hor gOh nfl qwikaf qF Aus vyiKaf ik bhuq bfr Ausdy jIvn pMD ivc, ryq Auqy kyvl iewk joVf pYrF dy insLfn hI hn. Ausny jLihn qy jLor idwqf qF cyqy afieaf ik ieMJ Aus smyN hI hoieaf jdoN Auh afpxy jIvn dy bhuq hI aOKy smyN rfhIN gujLr irhf sI. Ausdy cfry pfsy Gor hnyrf sI. duwK sn, musIbqF sn aqy ZihMdIaF klF sn.

aqy ies ivcfr ny AusnUM bhuq ivcilq kIqf aqy Ausny rwb Auqy ihrK kridaF ies sbMDI suafl kIqf: “hy prmfqmf! qusF bcn idwqf sI ik jykr mYN iewk bfr quhfnUM afpxy nfl lY ky qurn df PYslf kr lvF qF qusIN sfry jIvn Br leI, smuwcy jIvn pMD ivc myry nfl nfl clogy. pr mYN vyK irhf hF ik myry jIvn dy sMkt-meI smyN vyly, myry jIvn pMD dI ryqf Auqy kyvl iewk joVf pYrF dy insLfn hI hn. ies aOKy smyN mYN iblkul iekwlf hI sPLr Auqy hF aqy sfrf rfh iekwilaF hI qurdf irhf hF. myrI smJ nhIN afieaf ik ikAuN? jdoN mYNnUM quhfzI byhwd loV sI qF qusIN mYNnUM iqafg ikAuN idwqf?

rwb (lOrz) ny muskFidaF jvfb idwqf: “myry bhuq hI kImqI ngIny! myry bwcy!! mYNnUM qyry nfl aMqF df ipafr ey aqy mYN kdy vI qyrf iqafg nhIN kIqf aqy nf hI kdy qyrf iqafg krFgf hI. mYN kdy vI qyrf sfQ nhIN Cwizaf aqy nf hI kdy CzFgf hI. mYN qF sdf hI qyry aMg-sMg hI irhf hF aqy sdf hI rhFgf vI. qyry aOKy aqy duwKdfiek smyN, jdoN jIvn pMD dI ryq Auqy, qYNnUM kyvl iewk joVf pYrF dy insLfn hI ivKfeI dy rhy hn. ieh pYrF dy insLfn qyry nhIN hn. ieh qF myry pYrF dy insLfn hn. iehnF mOikaF Auqy mYN qYNnUM afpxIaF bfhF nfl cwk ky afpxy mOiZaF Auqy sMBflI, qyry jIvn dI ryqf Auqy qwur irhf sF. XkIn kr, pYrF dy ieh insLfn myry hn, qyry nhIN.”

mYN iewk adnf ijhf mnuwK hF. mYN rwb vrgy XkIn nfl kih nhIN skdf ik rwb hY jF rwb nhIN hY. rwb jF rwb vrgI iksy aQfh sLkqI qoN ieMnkfr krn dI ihMmq vI nhIN pYNdI aqy ihwk Tok ky vI kuJ kih skxf kiTn lwgdf hY ikAuNik AusnUM sfiKafq kdy nhIN vyiKaf. pqf nhIN Auh ikho ijhf hY pr AusdI byQfh sLkqI dy njLfry qF sB pfsy hI vyKx nUM imldy hn. qF hI qF kihxf pYNdf hY ik “kuJ” qF jLrUr hY---- ijs Auqy bMdf Brosf krdf hY, Brosf kr skdf hY, Brosf krn leI mjLbUr huMdf hY. rwb iewk ivsLvfs hY, Brosf hY, iewk bhuq vwzf Brosf. rwb Bfv Brosf bhuq vwzI sLY hY. rwb Bfv Brosf bMdy dI soc nUM sLkqI bKsLdf hY. sLkqIsLflI soc aOKy plF ivc bMdy nUM GnyVI cwuk ky jIvn-pMD dI qwqI-TMzI ryq qoN pfr lMGfAuNdI hY.

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gvFZn kYQI dy pqI jYk dI acfnk idwl dI hrkq bMd ho jfx kfrn mOq ho geI. nfl rihMdI vYst ieMzIan nYnsI ny dwisaf. bVf duwK hoieaf. kYQI pfs afpxy vloN aPLsos prgtfAux leI stysLnrI dI dukfn qoN “kMzoilMs” df kfrz KrIidaf. kfrz dy bfhr hYnrI skft hOlYNz nF dy kvI dI, mOq sbMDI, iewk bhuq hI suMdr aqy mn nUM tuMbdI kivqf drj sI. kvI dy ilKy sLbd mn nUM DIrj dyx vfly, hoxI dy snmuwK KVf hox leI iqafr krn vfly aqy pRyrnf dyx vfly kuJ ies qrHF dy sn:

mOq qF kuJ vI nhIN.
mOq qF kyvl nfl dy kmry ivc hI jf lukx vFg hY,
mYN, mYN hF aqy qUM qUM hI hYN.
asIN iewk dUjy dy
jo kuJ vI sF-
Auh qF hflF vI
ijAuN dy iqAuNhI hF.
mYNnUM,
myry purfxy nF nfl hI bulf,
myry nfl Ausy sihj ZMg nfl
hI gwl kr,
ijs ZMg nfl sdf krdI sYN.
afpxy lihjy ivc koeI vI aMqr nf afAux dy.
afpxy sLbdF nUM drd dy boJH nfl boJHl nf hox dy.
duwK jF pCqfvy df koeI vI pihrfvf jLbrdsqI nf pf.
AuNJ hI hws ijvyN afpF sdf
hwisaf krdy sF
AuhnF sfry inwky inwky mjLfkF Auqy ijhnF df afpF
afnMd mfxdy sF.
ardfs kr, muskrf,
myry bfry soc,
myry leI bynqI kr.
myrf nF, sdf leI Gr df iewk
sLbd bxf dy.
ieh qF sdf hI sI,
iesnUM ibnF iksy pRBfv dy bolx dy,
ibnF iksy Cwx-mfqr
pRCfvyN dy.
jIvn df arQ hY AuhI
jo ieh sdf qoN sI:
ax-tuwtI, aBMg inrMqrqf. mYN idmfg (ivcfr) qoN bfhr
ikAuN hovF?
ikAuN jo,
mYN hux awKF qoN pry hF
ies leI?
mYN qyrI AuzIk kr irhf hF,
iewk mDFqr leI,
ikqy bhuq hI nyVy,
koxy qy hI
bs!
sB kuJ TIk Tfk hI qF hY.